the feeling of dubiety was worthly paid off 

once i saw my name in a list of students who passed this 3rd year MBBS final exam.

it was unpredictable.i thought im gonna fail

because i was the one who lacking knowledges compare to others

plus i wasted lotsa time pre-exam n post-OSCE because of down-motivated

but,its all Allah's works.

He planned tis.Maybe i pass because it's my fate.

and thanks to Him i'd got surgery case during Long Case session

if they gimme paeds or meds case,i think i might die

Paediatrics with the fussy lecturers tat are particular about petty details,

and medicine with soo complicated history most of the time.

However,being able to pass clinical years does not reflect whether u're smart enough or not.

It includes LUCK factor.

yes,for the written paper and OSCE,it depends on personal knowledge

but for long case,it depends on knowledge + luck elements.

WELL SAID!

Whatever happen,just pray to Allah,hope He gives us what is the best.

For those who pass,i congrate everyone 

and remember,the succesfulness is not ours.It belongs to Him.

For those who are not be able to make it,i wish u all da best and i won't stop praying for u guys.

 i won't use the word 'fail' because for me,

it's only for those people who already surrender since beginning.

but i know u're strong enough to face everything planned by Allah.

yea,wut ratha said was true;

WE COME AS A BATCHMATE AND WILL END IT UP TOGETHER AS ONE BATCHMATE

maybe some of u said,

it's easier for me to say everything compare to those who face it.

erm,i know how u feel.

i know it because i used to sit for my supplement

i used to say and think the same things when ppl keep saying 

be patient or whatsoeva

i know the mixed feeling of sadness,angry,annoy,down,give up,etc.

but at the same time,it brings u closer to God.

i wanna share few advices given by 'em during my supplement:

1) i won't pass maybe because Allah miss me.He want me to keep asking fr Him

2) maybe my knowledge is not sufficient,and when  become a doctor,

i cn't treat my patient well or even worst,death.

3) maybe if He lemme pass,i will look down to others,be stingy,or being atriciously proud 

4) because He knows i can handle tis.

Raya first,then baru fikir.Thr's 2 months to go.

Jgn lupa smyg Dhuha :)

Love :*