dear whoever reading tis post at tis moment,

i really cannot express my feeling when the plan u've made wif ur love suddenly changed 

and i have to celebrate my new year alone in my room wif fever and sore throat

wif no one else including my roomate and absolutely without him 

because he suddenly cannot come due to unwanted/inevitable purpose 

which i think i don't need to state here why

another thing causing me to feel blue is i cannot even touch my new iphone5 yet because i asked him to help me buying it.So,as we cannot meet,he cannot pass it to me..sobs

but phone alone doesn't cause much sorrow lah compare to i have to celebrate my new year without him and no roomate pulak tu

yes,another friends ask me to join 'em keluar pergi makan2 but i don't feel like going anywhere

no mood..da laa demam so i don't have much energy to hang out

:'(

i just wanna 'mogok' because he cannot come here to see me by eating lotsa lotsa maggi tonight!